Saturday, November 26, 2005
tell me what to do please.. sigh.. its all in a mess. which should i listen to?? i just dont know.. its been 2mths. & its all still the same.. should i just get out of it?? or should i just remain?? its soo difficult to come up with a perfect conclusion.. i know.. i know what ever decision i make affects everything.. i tried to decide.. but just cant make it.. i dont know.. i dont wanna be hurt again.. you promised me my happiness. but i cant have your assurance.. i admit i like you.. so what?? hmm; maybe its all meant to be like that.. like that for me to suffer.. haaa.. it wouldnt be like that if ive been sensible.. it wouldnt be like that if im able to control myself.. now its all gone.. and its so difficult to get it back. difficult to get those happy moments and craps lah.. sigh.. i had enough.. please........ let this end...............
let's make love, in th closet;
1:29 PM;
